just smile dear..

blind confusing..

is it real ?

is it i'm lost in time..

i'm not over u..?

is there any me in yours..

or it just memories that u doesn't need anymore..

or maybe i just over think about it..

maybe i look so weak in my position now.

but i really can take it.. 

as long as i'm still breathing...

dont worry dear.. maybe someday i'm just your ordinary past in your future...

i knew it..

i have forgive u a long time ago..

but even its easy for to forgive u but its hard for me to forget u..

its harder than you know to not loving u..

i'll try to get strong...

i'll try my best to win my life..

i dont want to let down by my life that sucks..

i miss u all the time dear..

i miss ur hugs..

my lips is just for u until i meet my Creator..

even we can't see each other anymore..

i smell every inch of yours everyday,

i see your smile in my dream..

i see everything about u every single fucking second in my life..

i have lost.. but the losing of me of is the winning of yours..

so smile dear..

i'm still your superman..:) ;0

and u still superman soulheart